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The origin of the name change

I used to call this blog “Out of My Head,” and I figured that it was appropriate, since the opinions and thoughts on the blog do, in fact, come out of my head. However, I didn’t think that it fully addressed the brand of weirdness that makes up my mental landscape.

I tried calling it “Even My Cat Thinks that I’m Crazy,” but I didn’t feel like it accurately summed up who I am or what I’m trying to accomplish with my blog.

Forunately, I hit upon inspiration when I had to attempt to scrub my daughter’s latest masterpiece off of the wall. Until I can think of an even better title, I’m going to call this blog “Crayoning on the Walls,” since my blogs are similar to crayon doodles on the wall. With time and practice, I hope that my metaphorical crayon doodles take the shape of art worth reading…and treasuring!

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Ugh

Sorry, folks–between losing my aunt, almost losing my dad, working on projects (video and writing), and having to get things squared away with Samantha and getting a steady job, I’ve not been keeping up as well as I should. I am determined to change this ASAP.

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I’m not doing as well at this as I’d hoped

Bad me! But I do have an excuse.

Several, in fact.

My Aunt Ruth, who was instrumental in introducing me to science fiction/fantasy and setting me down a path that eventually led me to write the first version of “Cygnet” when I was thirteen years old…which eventually led to my current project, “Mythos” and the character Anemone (AH-neh-moh-nee, not Anna Moan) del Cigne (yes, she’s a descendant of the original Cygnet–and I’ll get to that in the storyline eventually)…Aunt Ruth passed away unexpectedly at the end of April.

And a few days after her funeral, I almost lost my father, too. My father had been fighting an infection, and since pretty much all of my family is renowned for being stubborn (or tenacious, depending on your point of view), he wouldn’t go to the doctor. Fortunately, my niece noticed him trembling violently in a way that wasn’t typical of fever, and my dad lost the battle of wills against my sister and was taken to the ER. While there, they found that his infection was very widespread, and they alternated clindamycin and vancomycin (and as a former hospital employee, I know that they don’t haul out the big guns unless the bacteria is not susceptible to anything less powerful). They were also jetting it in at 250cc an hour per my sister (which, in layman’s terms, is pretty fast). His doctor said that if we had have waited even a day or two longer, the infection would have killed him. As it was, they also had to do surgery to remove the source of the infected tissue.

So, super.

Other than that, I’ve been working on finding work, taking care of my daughter, getting lost in books, getting lost in good music, taking pictures, making art, writing stories, walking, trying not to go too stir crazy at home, meditating, visiting with a counselor to figure out the root of what went wrong and fix it, and staring into space far too often.

Anyway, for some reason during the course of starting to heal, I got an overwhelming urge to revisit Martin Page’s music. I fell in love with it all over again, and I found myself wanting to share his work with everyone (but not in a piratey way). Alas, there were only a few “official” videos available for some of his more popular songs, so I found Windows Live MovieMaker and started cobbling together videos (starting with my photography) set to Martin Page’s music. I also started reading his blogs over again, and I found him absolutely endearing (I was especially taken with his description of dancing to Stevie Wonder’s “Superstition” with Mr. Bear, his . Alas, he’s fallen off the blog wagon, but since he’s working on his third solo album, it’s understandable.

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Pardon My Ignorance, But

When I went to Columbia’s Earth Day Festival yesterday, I encountered some senior citizens who were asking festival attendees to write brief notes to the President and other lawmakers due to concerns about medicare and medicaid being cut, as well as social security and disability.

From what I understand, Social Security is in place for people who are so aged, disabled, or infirm that they are unable to obtain jobs to support themselves(to pay for healthcare, housing, utilities, food, and other expenses). Medicaid and Medicare are in place so that people who have very limited income are able to obtain the healthcare that they need in order to stay well. It is especially important for children. Getting health insurance if one’s job does not offer it is difficult and expensive. I cannot even get an offer for insurance because my weight is above what the insurance companies’ charts say is healthy. In spite of not having any obesity-related health problems in the past and not being a smoker, drinker, or recreational drug user, I’m still not a safe bet for insuring because their charts say I’m not.

It seems like what we have is a huge catch-22.

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Covergirl is 50? It doesn’t look a day over 25!

Covergirl, one of my favorite brands, is turning 50 this year, and to celebrate, their facebook page is having great contests. More details will be coming as I learn more about the festivities!

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Whoa

It’s been a very busy time for me, so I apologize for the lack of updates. My daughter and I are just trying to get by right now, and I’ve been working on a huge project that takes up most of my time that I don’t spend with my daughter. There will be details coming when the project is ready to go public.

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File this under “Is you kiddin’ me?”

http://www.myfoxchicago.com/dpp/news/sears_tower_silver_feb09

Sears Tower Could Be
Painted Silver

CHICAGO – The New York-based owners of Sears Tower want to know if adding silver will bring in some green. Sources said the owners are considering an expensive paint job, recladding the tower in silver. Since its opening in 1973, Chicago’s iconic tower and the nation’s tallest building has been adorned in classic black.

A brighter look could draw fresh attention to the tower, which has struggled to hold tenants against newer generations of office buildings. Silver could figure into a broader effort to “rebrand” the building and highlight its advances in energy efficiency.

The owners, who include New York investors Joseph Chetrit and Joseph Moinian, could seek what’s known as a silver LEED rating, bestowed by a group that promotes environmental advances in buildings. The Leadership in Energy and Environmental Design rating is third best after gold and platinum, but nonetheless an achievement for a building that’s 36 years old.

To improve the tower’s energy efficiency, the owners have been working with Chicago-based Adrian Smith + Gordon Gill Architecture, specialists in both supertall buildings and environmental design. Smith, formerly of the firm Skidmore Owings and Merrill LLP that designed the tower, declined to talk about the project.

A spokesman for the owners said the Sears has a strong record of becoming more ecologically sustainable. “We are actively looking for even more ways to save energy and improve the building,” he said. “We are still examining our options and any details at this point would be speculative.”

Switching to a lighter tint to complement the silver could cost $50 million, “and right now there’s not enough money in the universe for that,” said a source familiar with the tower.

Long-term elements of the Sears work include plans to add a building, perhaps a hotel, next to it at Jackson and Wacker. The tower’s owners have been working with well-connected local partners, including U.S. Equities Realty Chairman Robert Wislow and the zoning law firm of Daley & George, to prepare its plans. Wislow couldn’t be reached Tuesday, and Daley & George partner Jack George declined to comment.

Silver? Really? Between corrupt politicians and the C(r)ook County economy firmly in the crapper, painting the Sears Tower silver and putting in a hotel may not be the smartest idea.

On the bright side, though, it would create jobs for construction and anyone brave/crazy enough to hop on a scaffold and paint that tower.

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What is wrong with people?

http://hosted.ap.org/dynamic/stories/M/MO_PARENTS_CHARGED_MOOL-?SITE=MOCOD&SECTION=HOME&TEMPLATE=DEFAULT

Mo. parents charged in son’s starvation death

KANSAS CITY, Mo. (AP) — Murder charges have been filed against the parents of a 4-month-old boy who weighed barely over 5 pounds when he starved to death last year.

Prosecutors on Saturday charged 27-year-old Nicholas Candler and 30-year-old Rebecca Candler with second-degree murder and endangering the welfare of a child. Their son, Jeremiah Candler, was pronounced dead at a hospital on Nov. 18. At 5.34 pounds, he weighed less at death than he did when he was born at 5 pounds, 12 ounces.

Police say that when they asked Candler at the hospital how the baby died, Candler told them that, “He probably starved to death.”

The Kansas City Star reported on its Web site that court records released Saturday indicate the couple never took the baby for a single checkup after he was born.

Rebecca Candler told police that the boy had never been sick and that she hadn’t been concerned about his health, even though he had not been eating well.

Jeremiah’s death was considered the first homicide of the year in Kansas City because police received the medical examiner’s report on Jan. 5. It concluded that the boy died of chronic malnutrition and dehydration because of neglect.

According to court records, Nicholas Candler worked two jobs while his wife stayed home with the baby and a toddler. Candler received a voicemail from his wife at 11:50 a.m. on Nov. 18 saying the baby was not eating and she didn’t know why.

He called his wife around 1 p.m. that day and she said the baby was still not eating and wasn’t responding to her at all.

Nicholas Candler later told police that he came home and found the baby’s tongue was white and he wasn’t breathing.

After the baby’s death, the couple’s 2-year-old was removed from the home. Police say that child appeared to be in good health.

Information from: The Kansas City Star, http://www.kcstar.com

© 2009 The Associated Press. All rights reserved.

http://www.columbiatribune.com/2009/Jan/20090125News006.asp

Remembering innocents

By JONATHON BRADEN of the Tribune’s staff
Published Sunday, January 25, 2009

Inside Jefferson Junior High School, beyond the shouts and shuffling of teenagers, up three flights of stairs, Craig and Susie Adams sit quietly in Room 313.

A ceiling fan hums, and pipes inside the wall clink. She sits behind her computer tucked in the southwest corner of her classroom, and her husband sits at a student’s desk facing the classroom door.

The couple is waiting to share the story of three young relatives they loved in Scranton, Kan., who were killed Jan. 14 by their father.

News reports of the tragedy say that when Susie Adams’ sister, Amy Shirley, left for work that morning, Michael Shirley killed their three offspring – Ethan, Ashten and Jackson – before setting fire to the living room and shooting himself.

When the Adamses at Jeff Junior heard the news in Columbia, they stopped what they were doing, reminded themselves to breathe and set off to join Amy Shirley and other relatives in Kansas.

“The school took care of everything,” said Craig Adams, who teaches engineering to ninth-graders.

The Columbia couple have tried to move past the anger family members have expressed and the tears that were shed. Now they’re focusing on remembering the lives of three children. They said they want to share their memories so everyone remembers them for their personalities instead of how their lives ended.

“What’s important to us is who they were and what they did,” Craig Adams said. They were “normal, good kids.”

Fourteen-year-old Ethan was a mature, fun, young man, they said.

At age 5, Ethan complimented another uncle for his landscaping work and the nice job he had done with his yard. “I was just always in awe of him because he dealt with things so maturely,” Craig Adams said.

He told his middle school students that Ethan “is the kind of kid you’d want as a partner.”

In a letter read aloud at the children’s funeral, the Shirleys’ Scranton neighbor, Tony Roberts, described Ethan as a person who “spoke with the maturity and wisdom of someone well beyond his years. He was a hard worker and would do chores for me and not expect a dime in return.”

Ethan also helped build a shed near the track at his school, Carbondale Attendance Center. Plans are in the works to name it Ethan’s Shed.

Ashten, 11, was beautiful from the day she was born, Susie Adams said.

She loved reading. The fifth-grader had just finished “Anne of Green Gables” by Lucy Maud Montgomery, which gave her the most reading points of anyone in her middle school. Ashten accumulated as many points as most kids get by the time they’re in the eighth grade, Susie Adams said.

“She was always so sweet,” the aunt said. “She was always worried about other people.”

Roberts’ letter described Ashten as “Scranton’s little sweetheart. She gave me my first bouquet of flowers. She had picked weeds, pulled flowers up by their roots; there were clumps of grass, and some were just stems. It was the most beautiful bouquet.”

Scranton, a town of 725, has no library, but there’s talk of building one and naming it after Ashten, the town’s favorite reader.

Jackson, or Action Jackson, was ornery, Craig Adams said. “He’d always do something to mess up the picture,” he said.

Jackson always had a running joke that he would tell everyone, and he was always trying to create his next joke or gimmick. “You could tell that he was always thinking,” Craig Adams said. “He was so smart.”

“Action Jackson had quite the personality,” Roberts wrote. “He kept me entertained with his superhero costumes. You never knew which superhero you were going to encounter when you went outside.”

The Adams family is grateful for the many people who have helped them. They returned from Scranton to a clean house, and someone prepared food for them all last week. A group from Jeff Junior made the 200-mile drive to Scranton for the children’s funeral, though many of them had never met the kids.

“We appreciate all the support our community has given us,” Susie Adams said.

On Tuesday, on the Adamses’ first day back at school since Jan. 14, the couple walked into the building with their heads down.

The first to greet them was a student.

“I am very sorry for your loss,” he said.

“That one person made a tremendous difference,” Craig Adams said.

The Adamses have stopped wondering why they’ve lost their nephews and niece, and they’re ready to embrace the lives that were and appreciate the time they had with them. “I think it’s important that their lives are not determined by the end,” Susie Adams said.

“You couldn’t have asked for better neighbors,” Roberts wrote. “I will miss their antics, hearing their laughter, seeing their smiles, watching them sled down my mountain. I am sure they will be missed by many. My heart goes out to Amy and her family.”


Reach Jonathon Braden at (573) 815-1711 or jbraden@columbiatribune.com.

So many people killed by those who are supposed to love and protect them. Seriously, what is wrong with people?

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Other than the fact that he was raised by wolves, taught by a bear, and had a tiger wanting to kill him, yeah

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/southamerica/argentina/3866797/Real-life-Mowgli-kept-alive-by-cats.html

Real-life Mowgli kept alive by cats

A one-year-old boy has been found living rough on the streets, apparently being kept alive by cats.

By Chris Hastings
Last Updated: 8:47AM GMT 20 Dec 2008

The boy, whose ordeal mirrors that of the character Mowgli from Rudyard Kipling The Jungle Book, was discovered by police in Misiones, in Argentina, surrounded by eight wild cats.

Doctors believe the animals snuggled up with him during freezing nights which would otherwise have killed him.

The boy was seen eating scraps foraged by the animals while they licked him, it has been claimed.

Policewoman Alicia Lorena Lindgvist discovered the child by a canal in the Christ King district of the city.

She said: “I was walking and noticed a gang of cats sitting very close together. It is unusual to see so many like that so I went for a closer look and that’s where I saw him. The boy was lying at the bottom of a gutter. There were all these cats on top of him licking him because he was really dirty.

“When I walked over they became really protective and spat at me. They were keeping the boy warm while he slept.”

The officer, who noticed scraps of food near the boy, added: “The cats knew he was fragile and needed protecting.”

Police have found the boy’s father who is homeless and said he had lost the boy several days ago while out collecting cardboard to sell. He told officers cats had always been protective of his son.

A spokesman for Thames Valley Animal Welfare, which deals with feral cats and strays in Berkshire, said: “They would have viewed the baby like a big hot water bottle. Cats will cuddle up to anything to keep warm, even dogs.

He added: “In our experience of cat colonies when a mother has a litter, all the other cats will go and fetch food. The baby could have been feeding off the scraps they brought. Cats in Argentina stay in large packs to survive – much more than cats over here.”

In the Jungle Book, Mowgli is raised in the Indian Jungle by wolves.

Seriously, though, this story is pretty awesome, proving that dogs aren’t the only animals that can care for children…not that I’d hire one to babysit or anything…

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ED threatens (once again) to ruin a good time

http://www.columbiatribune.com/2008/Dec/20081214News010.asp

City eyes land for museum
Eminent domain could play role in new Historical Society home.

By SARA SEMELKA of the Tribune’s staff
Published Sunday, December 14, 2008

When Julie Rader thinks of eminent domain, the example that comes to mind is the state or federal government taking a farmer’s land for a highway.

Unfortunately for Rader, the city of Columbia is considering acquiring downtown property that includes her family’s business, Bengals Bar & Grill, managed by two of her children and owned by Rader and her husband, Jack Rader.

The proposed government use of the land would be done to clear space for a new building to house the State Historical Society of Missouri.

“This is so crazy, I can hardly believe it,” she said. “This is two of my children’s livelihood.”

An ordinance declaring “the need to acquire land for the construction and operation of a historical museum” and “authorizing acquisition by negotiation or, if necessary, by condemnation” is on the Columbia City Council agenda for a Monday night meeting, and a public hearing is proposed for Jan. 5.

The proposed ordinance states the property needed includes the bar and grill, U.S. Cleaners – also owned by the Raders – and a private residence. According to a staff memo, the historical society has asked for city assistance if the society is unable to negotiate the purchase.

Rader said Friday she had not been in contact with the city but about a month ago received a phone call from a representative of the historical society. The caller asked whether the family is interested in selling, but that person did not suggest any dollar amounts.

Rader and her husband recently gutted the entire facility housing Bengals. They remodeled it, expanded the patio and did exterior work. They have no intention of selling the property at 227 S. Sixth St., which is near the heart of the University of Missouri campus.

There have been rumors that the historical society and city were considering using the government’s power to take over private land for public good, Rader said, but she didn’t think it was likely. “I thought this whole thing would go away,” she said. “There are so many other things that need to be done, and I don’t see how the city would come up with the money.”

Rader said she was perplexed by several aspects of the situation, including how their land was chosen for the project instead of other nearby vacant properties. She also wondered why the option of moving the society to Jefferson City, where the Missouri State Archives are located, isn’t moving forward.

Historical Society Director Gary Kremer said the society wants to keep the facility in Columbia, and he said city officials also have expressed that desire. The society’s existing quarters in the Ellis Library at MU are too small and hard to access, he said.

“We want to be close enough to the campus to be able to teach classes – for example, Missouri history and culture – in the facility where historical documents are located,” Kremer said. “We want to be close enough to campus to allow professors and students to move back and forth from the core campus.”

Another attractive aspect of the site is that MU representatives have orally indicated they would be agreeable to leasing a parking lot on the north half of the block to the society for a low cost, Kremer said.

Columbia’s “City-Campus Opportunity Study,” also known as the Sasaki plan, identifies a “reimagined” Elm Street extending to College Avenue that would be lined with green space, museums and other projects.

Kremer said other sites were considered, declining to elaborate. He called the site off Elm Street the society’s “No. 1 location.”

But Rader said the Sasaki plan “doesn’t say, ‘Let’s take private property to make a museum,’ ” adding that her property is in a prime location.

“We can’t replace the property,” she said. “The location is valuable, and it’s impossible to provide an alternate location. It can’t be done.”

Rader said she is having the property reappraised to get a better picture of its value.

“Beyond that, we’ll still take steps to fight it by getting public support and get people talking to the council against it,” she said. “The main line of defense is to try to get public support on your side.”

While I am a history buff and firmly believe in perserving history, I can’t see any justification for destroying a local small business, especially in our current economic climate. There are other places where the Missouri State Historical Society can be located–it’s not as if there is no land available anywhere.